I come first

Just clarifying this for you because we have not spoken since my birthday and I still have those messages on my phone. I don't ever want to get into the fine details of the past because you have shown that you do not care, but there are consequences to sibling estrangement and you should refer to this page whenever you need a reminder. You have shown me countless times that you are not someone I can depend on in times of need. I can't count on you as a sibling or even a friend. 

You are quick to react through your hurtful words without giving much thought to the consequences. I don't feel comfortable conversing to you about anything anymore, I don't want "support" from afar or updates on family nuances.

My family is talking to me weekly, sometimes daily, you're trying to vent to me about my family? Absolutely not, maybe try talking to them before jumping to conclusions and judging them.

Now you

You need to work on yourself as a person and what it means to be a sibling to someone. I still stand by what I said because everything you have done for your life thus far has been a motivation of your own self interest. You think everyone is against you when there are people around you going through similar things, it's time for you to finally realize that. 

You cannot play the hero in your story by talking badly about your family when you don't even have healthy conversations with them to begin with or try to.

You are not the hero when you want to cut people out and not take accountability.

You are quick to drop me and anyone, I don't appreciate you constantly reaching out months later without apologizing or even addressing the situation.

You have made your bed, now lie in it. Do not reach out, you've ostracized me and I do not consider you a sister since that day because of what you did, how you did it, when you did it and why you did it.

I don't even think I can ever get over this, mainly because I don't think you'll ever see the full picture and can only hope to God that you will someday.